"I believe i am saved from this ungodly world by the grace of God. but to continue in that salvation or saving grace requires effort on my part."
Are you so foolish? Having begun by the Spirit, are you now being perfected by the flesh? Galatians 3:3
If the potter makes a pot for honorable use, does the pot need to take action to remain a pot? If God turns a goat into a sheep, does the sheep need to take action to avoid turning back into a goat?
Doctrines of piecemeal justification (Catholicism) or perishable justification (Arminians) contradict the very definition of grace. They do not recognize that the new birth changes a believer's very nature.
The new birth
- Changes strangers into members of the household
- Changes citizens of the kingdom of darkness into citizens of the kingdom of light
- Emancipates slave, turning them into free persons
- Changes children of satan into children of God and brethren of Christ
- Gives sight to spiritually blind
- Gives life to those who were spiritually dead
- Gives an inheritance to the disinherited
- Turns the condemned into the glorified
Living in insecurity and in fear of your fleshly nature is not God's will for believers. IFF (if and only if) you are a believer, your spirit is a diamond embedded in a fleshly lump of coal. God promises, indeed predestines, that in the resurrection or rapture, He will transform your old coal into a new diamond, too. You cannot break God's promises or defeat His predestination.
Living in insecurity and fear is wrong for believers, but it is right for those who have not received The Gift, as a gift, from the Giver. God does not take away what He has freely given. Neither does He give the gift to those who insult His generosity.
If you received the "gift" of salvation as though it were something that you would have to pay for on the installment plan (Catholic) or would have to earn through other do's and don'ts (Wesleyan), then you may not have received the gift as a gift. Please make sure you receive the gift God's way.